So much for my birthday resolution – which was to write at least one post per week…

Another decade has begun…

Missed the significance of the last one when it started; wasn’t thinking in terms of decades at that time. Just focusing on the fact that my marriage was crumbling and I was very unhappy.

Had another birthday last month; now less than two years to go before a really SIGNIFICANT one. Aargh… where has the time gone??

And, more to the point what have I actually got to show for it?? From a material point of view, bugger all; from a personal/spiritual one, maybe there’s some hope..

If I’d known I was actually going to live this long, I might have planned things rather differently. Or, knowing me, probably not. Possibly because for so many years, I kept hoping that I wouldn’t wake up and still be here on this planet. Didn’t have the courage to kill myself though..

So, I’m still here and wondering what this year will bring and, more to the point, how I can create a future that will bring me peace of mind, financial security – and a restoration of good health…